signs

Disclaimer: If you're sick about my rants... might as well not read the post. But thanks for dropping by.

Dianne... that gray sweat shirt you picked for me was a total jinx. I swear I'm never gonna wear that shirt to work again.

I spent the first quarter of my 24-hr rest day applying for another job in ACS (nakalimutan ko ibig sabihin ng ACS, nasa taas 'yung kopya pero I'd rather not waste time for it). Bottom lime is, and you could've sensed the bitterness, I never got in. Si Jed naman, 'yung manager, este, kasama ko mag-apply (siya kasi ang taga-feed sa akin ng mga call center na dapat applyan e), hindi nakatiis sa super tagal ng interview. Ako namang mapalad na masalang sa interview e natapat sa isang Recruitment dude na dati palang taga-TeleTech. For one thing, ginisa niya ako sa interview. Bakit daw aalis ako sa TeleTech after 7 months, kung isa raw akog empleyadong may work ethics I'd stay for 2 years. Or baka daw kaya hindi ako na-regular dahil sa performance ko. Or dahil sa undergraduate ako. Well, for one thing, boy-next-door, hindi ako na-regular dahil sa pharyngitis that plagued me for one whole week. And the new contract with Sprint never honored our 4 months with Best Buy. And for an undergraduate, sorry for being 'mayabang' pero I'm performing great naman. And if anything, I'm too young to talk about work ethics pare. Pera ang kailangan ko to finish my damn studies and get a serious job. Then we'll discuss work ethics. Don't get me wrong, hindi ako solid na mukhang pera. But I'm doing all these for my own reasons. Time is running, I'm not getting any younger. Sa ngayon I need a work that can give me a higher compensation. It's not that ayokong maging loyal sa TeleTech, obvious namang gusto ko e. Pero if there are no clear opportunities for growth, what's the reason for staying?

So ngayon, nakaharap ako sa PC, surfing pinoyexchange for call centers na hopefully OK. Still thinking twice kung ipapasa ko na mamaya kay Ben ang resignation letter ko. Na isang linggo nang kinukulit sa akin ni Jed. May offer naman from a headhunter for an email/chat support stint in Ortigas. Bago kayo magreklamo sa layo, it's a whopping 22 grand package. May offer naman from Brian to coach me interview questions para makalusot sa Dell, para may kasama siya. P 21,000 ang package at kung hindi ka maka-let go sa TeleTech, OK lang dahil located siya sa SM Mall of Asia. Hmm... why not! Pero hindi rin.

I asked God for a sign if I should quit. And with an average QA of 64.17%, ACE scores that never reached 100% after Best Buy, no customer commendation and a hard copy file note, God, sign lang po ang hiningi ko, hindi signs with an s. So I guess it's clear, I should look for another job. Ngayon namang naghahanap ako, eto. I never got in to Sutherland and ACS. So, God, what do You want... maging taong bahay na lang ako? I know there are times na alam Mong ayaw kong pumasok, but that doesn't mean ayokong pumasok at all. I want to be productive naman. Well, baka naman gusto Niyang bumalik na ako sa school? Yeah, as if may babagsak na P 60,000 at isang digital SLR camera from up above di ba? ('Yung P 60,000 e pang-enroll for 2 sems, 'yung camera, para sa photography class at kaartehan lang). Hindi ko na talaga alam kung ano'ng gagawin ko...!

Got this from a site. You should sometimes trust blog quizzes, you know.

Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 24%

Your job is not bad, but it's probably not a long term thing.You're just not happy enough to stick around for too long...And there's little that can change how you feel.Start looking around for other options, but only quit for something really good!

How about this: the jinx gray shirt that got me nowhere, plus the semikal-exconvict-dirty look, plus the dropping weight... Clear sign Choi. Mag-callboy ka na lang. High pay, less work, night shift, how's that?