sidus_bluelight

Halos isang taon din 'ata akong nanahimik at ngayon ay ang tamang panahon para masabi ko na ang feeling ko.

I am very sorry ...

Siguro ung iba sa inyo magtataas ulit ng mga kilay dahil nagsulat na naman ako. Wala na akong pakialam dun at hindi ko rin naman kayo masisisi kung ganon ang maging reaction ninyo. It always takes two to tango guys.

Huwag kayong mag-alala, hindi na ako magtatagal pa. Ginawa ko lang naman ito para mai-good luck ko ang mga classm8s nating graduate na at dun sa mga magtatapos at may mga iba pang balakin sa buhay. Enjoy lang lagi. I will always be with you and you will always be with my prayers.

PS - Pasensya na talaga po okie. Ayoko lang na magkasalubong tayo at hindi magpapansinan.
Thanks sa lahat ng help ninyo at sa time na binigay ninyo sa akin.

Uhm... ok...

Ayun lang talaga naging reaction ko e...
This email is from a high school classmate, na, last year lang yata 'yun, bombarded the thomas yahoo groups wih some hate mail. Ayoko nang i-elaborate. Looking back, napaka-petty ng reason ng awayan. And I've never been so corny in my life by getting myself super involved in it. Ewan ko ba, siguro masyado lang affected when my set of peers (why, shouldn't we at least consider him a peer for once in our lives, thomas?) get into some misunderstanding. It's like being a young kid and you don't want your parents fighting, so just the same, you don't want your barkada (na parang second family mo na rin) to be arguing over someone or something.

Well, Jeff, apology accepted. If memory serves me right, nag-sorry na ko sa 'yo before pa, nung sa kainitan pa ng gulo. So hindi ko na uulitin. We've all hated each other in one way or another, and I believe (sabihin mong hindi!) na nag-sorry ka man, the hatred is stull there. I understand, tao ka lang naman. Just bear in mind that the hatred, too, is still with us. Haha! Joke!

Pero seryoso. It took the whole class, not just 'two', to tango. Ganoon palagi. And I'm not in the position to say sorry on their behalf, kasi some of them might not be really sorry you know. Hindi naman sa masasama ang ugali nila, hindi lang siguro nila feel. Basta alam mo na 'yun, matalino ka naman e. Pero personally, I hope you accept my apologies as well.

Final words: Good luck din, sabi mo nga, sa new friends mo na kasama mo ngayon. We'll all get there, to that point in life when we meet and make new friends, that is. It's just so good to know that you learned to llok back at for once. OK na 'yun. At last na: ano nga ba ibig sabihin ng sidus_bluelight?

Oh my god... I can't believe I made one blog entry about you. Yikes! Hehe! Peace na ok!