yuck... virgin!

Woohoo!!! 3 days akong off!!! Wehehehehe!
I actually asked for this particular Saturday off. Kaso kaya naman pala kami hindi natuloy kasi may school thing si Dee-Aye sa Infanta. Kaya 'yun.Buti na lang, nagyaya ang Thomas ng last full show. Nakakatanga nga e. Kasi naman nag-text sa akin si Simonette, sabi sa akin na last full show nga daw ang papanoorin namin. Nagulat naman ako, so sabi ko, "gabi?" Sabi niya, "umaga...!" Hehehehe! Sorry lang. Malay ko ba.If things work out well, I mean kapag gabi nga kami nanood, malamang isa ito sa mga treasure First Time moments ko. True, we see a movie as a group, at ginagabi kami either sa coffee shop or sa bahay ng iba, pero yung last full show na talaga, first time. Or first time ko siguro sasama. Basta ganun.
Which reminds me of some of my most memorable first times. No, it's not what you think! Bastos! Ito, share ko lang ang top three (in chronological order):

First time kong sumakay sa Viking...
Hahahaha! Natatawa pa rin ako sa tuwing naalala ko. As in! Hanggang ngayong tinatype ko napapangiti pa rin ako.
Nagkayayaan mag-Gateway. For a change daw. Thomas friends: Francine, Leah, Corie, and CJ. After Gateway, window malling, tapos pauwi na kami, we passed by Fiesta Carnival (the one that moved to Cubao, near SM Cubao). So naisip nina Corie mag-rides. One time lang bago umuwi. Back story: wala akong tulog. Honestly, kapag alam kong may lakad or layas, ndi na ako makatulog kesehodang galing ako sa shift at walang tulog. Snap back: na-excite kami sa Viking. E di sige go. Tabi kami ni Corie, tabi naman si CJ at Francine. E nagkatuwaan na sa dulo umupo. Syempre di ba pag sa dulo ka ng Viking mas grabe 'yung force kaysa pag nasa gitna ka (ayoko na i-explain may pagka-Physics e). Basta ganun.
Anyway... ayun, umandar na 'yung Viking. WAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! Kung may ilalaki ang letters na 'to... ganun kalakas 'yung sigaw ko. Imagine naman, wala akong tulog, tapos sobrang nakakahilo siya. As in! Natatawa na lang sa 'kin si Corie (who, by the way, is some sort of a Viking expert) kasi I was cussing and shouting all sorts of nonsense gaya ng "ayoko na...!" at ang pinaka-weird kong naisigaw e, "tama na...! mag-aaral na ako uleeet...!" Hindi ko alam kung ano 'yung nasa isip ko pero para akong lasing na nabanggit ko 'yun. Looking back, ang weird talaga kung bakit ko nabanggit 'yun. As in mukha talaga akong tanga. Ang nakakahiya lang, I think that the control people really think I can't take it kaya hininto na nila. Mukha siguro akong 'syano na first time sumakay sa ride. Kakahiya!
Hindi masyadong effective and mabenta 'yung kwento kasi hindi ako detailed na story teller but if only you're there, matatawa ka rin sa 'kin sobra!

First time kong gumimik sa Malate...
You've got every right and reason to call me a loser. Kailan ko lang kasi naranasan magpuntang Malate. 01 October 2005. Right after ACE Training kasi. Grabe 'yun, I'm supposed to go home, pero I also feel like staying. Kasi medyo crucial 'yung moment. Last day nga ng ACE, so may matatanggal. And we have to wait for the results, kahit medyo 1AM na, though they really had plans of going out. The results came in, plus may mga kumakalat na rumors about something going on with the results (just in case Mitzi and Dyuli are reading, and for the sake of Wave 15-A, I won't ellaborate), plus the people we don't expect to fail ACE were the ones who got the boot out, kaya I just thought of staying, though medyo mayayari ako sa nanay ko. Mga 2AM na lumabas si Mitzi at Dyuli, medyo late na rin. Mga 3AM na ata namin naisip mag-Malate dahil ang tahimik na ng Blue Wave nung dumating kami. Kaya naman ayun, Don and Kuya CJ (ibang CJ na 'to, ang dami ko kasi kilalang CJ e) brought their own cars kaya naman sobrang sarap gumala. Hehehehehe! Saya ng may tsikot!
Nagetz ko na kung saan sa Malate and "Malate." You know what I mean. Nadaanan kasi namin 'yung street na nadadaanan ko every morning pag pumapasok ako. Malate 'yun. Naiisip ko, "asan dito 'yung mga bar?" 'Yun pala kapag pumasok ka pa sa mas loob nandun 'yung mga bar. Grabe sa loob-loob ko talaga you can hear me say "aaa... dito pala..." in full astonishment. Astonishment 'yung term, sorry. E sa first time nga e!Naghanap pa kami ng bar na walang entrance fee. So sa Gilligan's kami. (Gilligan's chorva, nakalimutan ko 'yung next word.) Honestly hindi kami magkarinigan. Hehehehe! Pero ang saya. Kasi nasa dance floor kami, everyone goes wild! As in! Though I don't know how to dance and be wild kasi it is my first time, na-feel ko 'yung extreme party energy. Ang sarap sa feeling. And it's my "first" "official" "night out" "with my workmates". Every bit of that sentence really is true.
That night, we were also able to talk about... whew... love. One of my coolest nights, one of my mushiest discussions ever! Kuya CJ found out that I had this thing with our classmate (the girl na kinukwento ko sa previous posts ko, my first office heartbreak). And boy, did it spread like fire! Boys really are certified chismosos. Nyehehehehe! They've been giving me advices like "go for it" and "give it a try" pero hindi ko alam. May hindi ako mapaintindi sa kanila e. Hindi siya ganun kadali. Ces is a really attractive girl. And she is no ordinary girl. But she's got Paulo. And who the hell would've thought that the Paulo who's my schoolmate, who I've been noticing during my "application" days, is that Paulo who's been going out with Ces for 6 months now? Shit talaga. Sa lahat ba naman ng tao. 'Yun pang ahead sa akin ng ilang batches therefore knows me somehow and proves just how young I am. Nakakalungkot na nakakapikon na nakakainis na ang sarap sumuntok na pader. Ganun 'yung feeling. if it's just some guy, I know I can try making moves. Pero if I know that the guy somehow knows me, yari ako dun. Side dish: may one time, pinakilala ako ni Ces formally kay Paulo, at naalala niya ako. Kasama pala siya sa first batch ng Youth for Christ ngh school namin. High School sila. Kasama naman ako sa first batch ng Kids for Christ sa school namin. Grade school ako. Putsa talaga! Ganun ako ka-"kiddo" the last time he saw me. Tapos ngayon malalaman niyang umaaligid ako sa syota niya. Ewan ko sa inyo pero ang awkward ng feeling. I believe in what they say, "Ang kay Juan, kay Juan; ang kay Pedro, kay Pedro." Pero ang kay Paulo, gusto ko sana akin. Damn.
That Malate night was one of my most memorable. I learned how wild the night goes. I realized what I feel inside is far wilder and rowdier. At one point I consider myself being in love, at another point I'm convinced that it's a stupid infatuation I can just let go. Ewan ko ba.
As to what I told my mom when I got home past 6AM, I have to tell her na nasira ang recordings namin and we need to do the oral reports again. Stupid I know, pero sorry bumenta sa nanay ko. Kasi ang selling point ko, highest ako sa ACE. Nyehehehehe! Ang feeling ko talaga.

First time kong makatanggap ng birthday kiss...
We're not yet done with that girl. Tingnan niyo kung gaano ako kadaling utuin. Birthday ko nun. Rest day ko actually. Pero I got up and showed up kasi may team meeting kami. (Kamusta naman ang pa-Mr. Donut ko sa inyo guys? Hahahaha!) After the meeting I decided to stay for quite some time. Tambay lang. Pumunta kami ni Rav sa bay nina Ces. Saw Ces with Paulo. Stupid birthday, should've just gone home instead. But wait, there's more.
Nakipagkwentuhan ako kina Jae, tapos napansin kong umalis na si Paulo. Tinawag nina Rav saka Daddy Bob si Ces. Nangungulit. Sabi nila birthday ko daw. E di lumapit naman si Ces. Binati ako. Then she kissed me somewhere sa may ulunan (nakaupo kasi ako). Then, for some reasons I don't know (perhaps Axe or Head and Shoulders or just because I'm cute) sabi niya, "isa pa..." and kissed me on that same spot.
I know what you might be thinking. That's how moms kiss their little boys. I actually thought of that, too. Tinuring niya na naman akong bata. But who the hell cares! It's a kiss. and they're two of 'em. Woohoo!!!
Tingnan niyo kung gaano ako kadaling utuin.

I'm hoping na humaba pa ang buhay ko, and dumami pa ang first-time moments ko. Every day is a first time din naman di ba, kasi every day is a new day (I don't remember what day it was... I don't remember what time it was... oops, another Ces moment). I'm hoping tonight will be on great barkada night out, maging sulit man lang 'yung pakikipag-swap ko ng sched. Salamat ulit ate Alma. Hehe!