from bea and john lloyd...

MANUEL

Bakit, kung sinabi ko ba sa 'yong mahal kita, sasabihin mo sa 'king "I Love You, too?"

MARIANNE

Oo...! ...Siguro...hindi ko alam...

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Naks...! My now all-time favorite classic movie line.

Over the weekend, (by weekend, I mean my days off, Thursday and Friday), with the hopes of supressing my depression, nag-rent ako ng mga 8 VCD titles. Malapit ko nang maging bestfriend ang VideoCity, if not for the un-interesting crew. (Blah...) Well a movie marathon won't be complete without Bea Alonzo in it, so I tossed in "Close to You." And damn, did the movie hit me bull's eye!

One thing though, it made me realize things. A lot of things...

Life is too short for mistakes. Let alone for missed opportunities. May mga bagay na kapag ginawa mo, major disaster. Pero kapag hindi mo ginawa, major regret. You just have to choose, not really of which will be a lesser risk, pero kung ano 'yung mas kaya mong panindigan. Sadly, on my end, mas pinili kong palampasin ang pagkakataon. I guess I'm not yet ready for another disaster? Sige na, duwag na kung duwag. There, I said it. Kasalanan ko na siguro 'yun. So allow me to face the consequences, to learn things the hard way. Masakit, pero in the MasterChope er, MasterChoi tradition, yakang-yaka 'yan.

Sabi nga nila, "Those who didn't learn from their mistakes are bound to repeat them." Geez... I guess I'm one of those stupid people. Sorry lang.

But I just needed time. To put my life back. So let me start by saying sorry for the blog I left behind. Sa blog na paulit-ulit lang ang kwento: love problem, work stress... and back. I'll put all my best efforts para maging OK na ako.

'Yun lang. Hindi lang kasi ako makatulog ulit. May shift ako ng 2am, pero 7pm gising na ako. Hindi na ako makatulog. Kaya 'yun... I'm eager to go to work, I've got "papers to sign..." Naks! Time to straighten things out. Sabi ko nga sa new year's resolution ko nung birthday ko, kailangan matutunan ko muna mahalin ang sarili ko. So, yeah, aayusin ko muna buhay ko. February pa lang naman, di ba? Pwede pa humabol sa pagtupad ng resolution. Sige... lusot!

Officially moving on...

(Pahabol: "Maging Sino Ka Man" Weeknights on ABS-CBN Primetime Bida. Yep, my primetime life is baaaack...!)