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Minsan kahit alam mong wala kang pag-asa, kahit alam mong dehado ka... mas lalo mong ipagpipilitan ang sarili mo. Kung kailan dapat kang matuto sa paulit-ulit na sakit, lalo ka lang namamanhid.

Minsan kahit alam mong napakalayo niya sa 'yo, pinipilit mo pa ring maging malapit. Pero madalas, bigo ka.

Minsan, kung sino pa'ng pinakamalapit sa 'yo, sa kanya mo nararamdaman ang milya-milyang distansya. May mga damdamin kasing hindi niya maramdaman. May mga bagay na hindi niya alam tungkol sa 'yo.

Minsan, nasanay ka sa isang mundo na akala mong napakadali. Nasanay kang masaya at walang problema sa piling ng mga taong palagi mong kasama. Pero mararamdaman mo na lang isang araw na malaki na ang nagbago. Nagbago na ba sila? O ikaw? Hindi mo alam. Pero alam mong nag-iba ang mundong nakasanayan mo na sa piling nila.

Minsan nadarama mong kay bigat ng problema. Minsan nahihirapan ka at masasabing di mo na kaya.... Nyahahahaha! Hawak Kamay amp! How come I sabi ni Chris... In fairness kinanta mo 'no? Hehehehehe... masyado na kasing seryoso...

Pero para sa mga bagay, mga tao, at mga pagkakataong alam kong hindi ko na makukuha pa, para sa inyo ang kantang 'to. *You may click the title for the live version of the song... good luck sa dial-up* Masakit ang realidad, pero siguro, kahit papaano, sabi nga ng tropa ni Eli Buendia, "sa panaginip na lang kita maisasayaw..."

Sleeping To Dream
Jason Mraz

I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you
I'm feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town
I'm counting my sheep and each one that passes is another dream to ashes
and they all fall down.

And as I lay me down tonight,
I close my eyes, what a beautiful sight

Sleeping to dream about you
And I'm so tired
of having to live without you
But I don't mind.
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

I found myself in the riches (Your eyes, your lips, your hair.)
And you were everywhere
I woke up in the ditches.
I hit the light and I thought you might be here

but you were nowhere. (You were nowhere)
Well, you were nowhere at home.

As I lay me back to sleep
Lord I pray that I can keep

Sleeping to dream about you
And I'm so tired
of having to live without you
Well, I don't mind

Sleeping to dream about you
and I'm so tired

(Just a little a lullaby to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at night.)

Sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
Well, I don't mind
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired